Photos of the Patients I wrote about in my book: Stories from the Tenth-Floor Clinic: A Nurse Practitioner Remembers

This past Saturday, I received a box in the mail filled with old photos. The nurse practitioner who took my place when I left the Senior Center sent this delightful surprise. “Rita Wisniewski” (I changed all names in my book except for my immediate family) said in her note that sending me the pictures of the patients we both took care of was “long overdue.” Rita had read my book but due to illness was unable to come to the various venues in Chicago where I promoted the book 2019. Between ill health and the pandemic, Rita had forgotten about contacting me. 

Rita read my book and recognized many of the patients I wrote about. Thanks to Rita, now I have pictures of those who appeared in my book. 

Molly, a wiry, eighty-year-old woman with an Irish brogue, lived next door to Ms. Henry. She often dropped into the clinic to socialize rather than to seek care. She didn’t take medication, and rarely complained of aches or pains.  P 103

Jerry Johnson, mildly retarded, wiggled between us, (on the dance floor) gyrating and twisting with abandon. It was a raucous moment that transcended age and ability.  (At a retirement party) P 117

Lilly Parks, a strikingly attractive woman in her seventies, stuffed her shawl down the front of her dress, and staggered about the dance floor on her matchstick legs as if she was going into labor. I had heard she kept a silver handgun in her sock but that evening she must have left it at home since her slim ankles were surrounded only by her rolled-down stockings. She waddled around in the center of the room clutching her belly to hoots from an enthusiastic audience (same retirement party) P 117

Stella Bukowski: (Sitting in a wheelchair) A dirty blond wig sat askew on her head. Only one leg, which was covered with a wrinkled cotton stocking, extended past the skirt of her housedress, and her foot was encased in a heavy black orthopedic shoe.  She reeked of a sharp ammonia smell. Urine? P 144

A picture of me that I have never seen before. However, I remember the poster, which was one of my favorites. I don’t remember where the picture was taken. The picture is too faded to read the citation on the bottom of the poster. Maybe one of you older nurses will recognize the poster and get back to me with the answer. 

Health care today is changing

Today we need someone who can help us manage our health care needs in the hospital, the home, the HMO, the school, the workplace, in long term care and in the community. 

Today we need a provider who can teach us how to stay physically and mentally healthy and how to prevent illness and disease. 

Today we need access to specialty practitioners who can provide expert heath care for individuals and their families. 

Today more than ever we need an advocate who can deliver quality cost-effective care throughout all the stages of our lives.

Today, we need a Nurse

My Book Comes to Life

This past weekend I traveled to Chicago to attend the celebration of the 60th anniversary of the clinic where I worked 30 years ago. The clinic sets the stage for my memoir: Playing Sheriff: A Nurse Practitioner’s Story. The formal function on Friday had 500 in attendance but it was to the intimate and informal Alumni Luncheon on Saturday that I brought a prepared presentation: a short intro and a modified chapter to read during open mike.

I write, as writers do, in isolation. Over the years, my book gradually disconnected from the reality that spurred its inception. At the luncheon, when I stood in front of the room with microphone in hand, I realized this was not a time or place for a formal reading. The tightness in my throat surprised me. Here among the alumni were those who worked with me back 30 years ago at a clinic that defied the establishment by using nurse practitioners and midwives as primary providers and hiring doctors who supported the nurses by ignoring their ultra-egos and espousing the team approach.

I decided last minute to tell the story of the Pigeon Lady. Characters who peopled my book morphed into living, breathing individuals sitting at the tables before me, nodding in agreement about the series of events I described because they were there. At that moment, my book came to life.

 

PRIMARY CARE PROVIDER: MD OR NP?

13080945-farmers-marketMy husband and I moved to Raleigh four months ago. Yesterday, I went to the Farmers Market for the first time. It had opened just the week before. It was more eclectic than I imagined. Besides spring onions, sweet potatoes, a bunch of radishes, strawberries and a baguette from the stand of a local French bakery, I commissioned, for ten dollars, a cloth purse that would hang from my neck and hold my cell phone, and I got the name of a female health provider.

I was happy I didn’t buy more produce than I could reasonably cook. I love nothing more than talking with the farmers about various ways to deal with, to me, an unfamiliar vegetable only to have it sit, forgotten and rotting, in the refrigerator.19826120-fresh-produce-on-sale-at-the-local-farmers-market

At one stall in the market, a woman was selling handmade cell phone cases along with drawstring cloth purses. At the airport on our way to Costa Rica in February, I watched an older woman pull out her cell phone from a small purse that hung about her neck. What a practical way to have a cell phone handy when you haven’t pockets in your slacks but you do have a family that worries when you don’t answer their multiple calls. Only later do they find out you couldn’t hear your cell phone left in the kitchen because you were upstairs in your office. Together, the woman and I designed a Velcro sealed pouch that will hang around my neck or over my shoulder like a handbag. I’ll pick it up next Saturday.

Next, I noted a stall with the sign: “Duke Raleigh Hospital.” Duke sponsors the market. A young woman sat at a table with stacks of brochures. My husband and I hadn’t, as yet, found local health care services.

“We live just a few blocks away from the hospital,“ I said to the woman. “Is there an outpatient clinic there? I need a new provider, preferable a female.”

The young woman smiled. “Yes, there is a clinic. In fact, I go there and see Mary Smith (not her real name). I just love her.” She continued to tell me how wonderful Mary Smith was as she searched for a pen to write down Mary Smith’s name and phone number. She handed me the card, which also had the Duke website for further information.

When I went home, I unpacked the produce, told my husband about the solution to the cell phone issue and that I had the name of a new provider. Upstairs in my office, I checked the Duke web site. I clicked the link “Doctors“ and there was Mary Smith. But she wasn’t a doctor—she was a nurse practitioner. She was listed among other NPs and physicians.

I sat for a moment appreciating the immensity of this: that NPs were listed along with MDs, therefore allowing patients to choose either as their primary provider. Knowing how some physicians still try to limit advanced nursing practice, here was a site, at a major teaching hospital yet, that treated both equally. And the young woman who gave me Mary Smith’s name never thought to clarify that Mary was an NP, not a doctor. How refreshing.

Then the reality set in. Why I didn’t think my primary provider could be an NP? Was it because I had seen a physician for the past fifteen years? However, I was a retired NP. I had my own patients, albeit in collaboration with a physician. I had been in the trenches during my long career fighting against limitation of the NP role and dominance by medical organizations. I promote the contribution that nursing makes to health care. I support the independent role of the NP.

I was appalled at my sudden amnesia.

PICTURE OF NP

While I try to explain this lapse, I’ll call the clinic to find out if Mary Smith is accepting new patients.